leaving

Here I sit in my dorm room thinking. I'm thinking about my school, St. Cloud State University. I have been here for exactly 2 months and 23 days, and it kind of has become a home for me. I didn't realize how much I cared about it until I told my friends here I was leaving. Leaving and going back to Arkansas.

My buddy Randy seemed to take this news the worst, because I told him that if I come back next semester we could be roommates. He's acting really weird and quiet now, and I feel like a jerk. I never told him that I was coming back here, but I guess he assumed it. As I sat across from him, while he barely spoke, I thought about some of the fun times we've had together.

We are always partners when we play pool, and even though we are horrible, we still have such a great time. When I do my stand up comedy, he appoints himself my body guard and makes sure I don't die on the way to the show haha. One time Randy and I did this obstacle course and we had to do a sack race and he fell over. I can't help feeling sad that I'm going to be leaving this. Joe, Drew, Randy and myself have become a family, with each of us playing a different role and it's going to be terrible leaving and knowing that I may never see them again. I guess we better make the most of the month we have left, but I don't know if things can be normal anymore.